Trudge #5 / Raw ideas of real Quim

Alice tomó esta foto en su stage en un Instituto Psiquiatrico en Francia. El Psiquiátrico está alejado de todo y esta ubicado en un castillo parcialmente abandonado. Solo usan algunas plantas.

 

El 23 de Marzo de 2012, escribí esto en una página de Facebook:

Information kill us long time ago.

We heard songs of hope and speeches of hope like we heard that there has been a bomb somewhere we can not place in the map at first sight. We don’t heard.

We have being able to select memory in such a way that we don’t even need to commit to a present. Aniway, everything is fucked up. We screwed it up.

There are thousand of texts and essays and movies talking about the human stupidity, but it will never be as clear as being present and watching tv, people passing by, people not expressing their opinions but only the opinions of the others… and with all this we’s we arrive at a point that we don’t know anymore if the we’s are the two performances in front of you or if they are also talking about you.

 

One of the things that we have more clear is thatwe keep going forward. Because we are build up by little and big and huge objectives that helps us to keep forward. But bit by bit, we can also sense that the reason to keep moving on are each time more narrow, each more restricted, each time more meaningfull… There is a paradox in the living the moment and the fact that we are doing it because after it will happen something. And objective will be acomplish, even if it is the one of arriving home and knowing that you had fun and enjoyed it, even if it’s to get that drug that you like so much,… even if it is by having clear and be aware that another day had passed by and that you survive it as you could.

 

And here we are. Absently present, thinking that the best reality is the one that we are questioning through our thoughts. Being the representation of what we have seen and bring it to a place where it can become a platform to engage again with reality or a place where to imagine and dream that another way of understanding it is possible. Projecting our wishes and expectations by finding out that, each time we have less and less in our sorround and that, at the same time, we haves more and more and that is leading us towards a total destruction of what we know now as the only reality we have.

 

This did not happen out of nowhere. This is the consequences of the used we have done to our time, our objects and our hope.

We are here because something happen before. We don’t know exactly what and to find out might be a waste of time. The most important, somehow, is to find out where this absent present is leading us. Maybe to only a state of ….

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